LostLookingToBeFound

Mom I love you Don't blame it on yourself Dad forgive me I couldn't ask for help Sis don't hate me For leaving you alone Take my picture Off the table by the phone It never belonged there anyway This happy family was broken Long before I left it anyway I don't expect you to understand Just why it was that I couldn't stay I know you can't hear me But I'm writing this for you It is my last punk song Telling you my life is through It's okay to hate me Just don't miss me when I'm gone Cuz I don't deserve it When I have done so much wrong I never belonged here anyway This happy family was broken Long before I left it anyway I don't expect you

I knew the hooded figure was watching me, even if I couldn’t see his face from the shadow of the cowl. His cloak hid his true body from me, only his white gloved hands visible. The material of the cloth seemed to be velvet as it shone and danced under the paleness of the moon. He was shorter than me maybe by only a little bit, that I could see even from our distance, yet still made me shiver as he stood there, silent, just watching. “I don’t think I should be here,” I mumbled under his invisible yet watchful gaze. He made no motion or acknowledgement of my words, just stood in front of the great golden doors that had

I’m the  Unwanted I’ll walk Behind I’ll be spoken Over And slip from your Mind I’m the  Unwanted The one  Uninformed My memory is Shipwrecked Never washing to Shore Afraid to be  Unwanted Afraid of being Lost Second place to Everyone Never in their Thoughts I feel Unwanted And always Alone Even with Others Even at  Home